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lyrics

I make myself sick, I can’t help it
I’ve always had this darkness, who am I without it?
My thoughts have run wild for 22 years
And I’d have thought that by now
I’d have swallowed my fears

But every time I break down hysterically
I say it’s the very last time, I swear it will be
I try to change, I try to cope
I always climb back from the edge of my rope

This time, this time is different (x2)

I’m gonna try a new medication
Eastern religion or form of meditation
I’ll change how I eat and change how I speak
and I’ll repeat my mantra before I go to sleep

But suddenly it sinks in, there’s no time to fight it
I say it’s the very last time, I can’t keep going like this
I’m gonna change, and I’m gonna cope
I’m gonna hold on to what’s left of my hope

This time, this time is different (x2)

(Instrumental solo)

I like his eyes, and I like his brain
He makes me laugh and I make him do the same but
He doesn’t know I can’t keep it together
I know I can love him as soon as I get better

But what if I break down hysterically?
I say it’s the very last time, Oh god I hope it will be
I’m gonna change and take control
From now on I swear I’m normal

This time, this time I’m different (x2)

Can you see my face? Does it look like I’m lying?
I’m gonna be okay or I’m gonna die trying (x2)

This time, this time I’m different (what if I’m not, what if I’m not) (x2) This time, this time I’m different

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from When I Get Better, released July 14, 2017
Engineered and Produced by Harley Small
Music and Lyrics by Sarah Jickling
Violin by Greg McLeod
Mixed and Mastered by Rob Hoffman

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